Bipolar.

As Thomas has said for years now, I am so bipolar! Haha.

One minute I'm completely confident about my relationship with Dustin, and the next I'm not. I have no reason to be either! It's just my dumb thoughts that take over me. I really have to learn how to control them, or not think about things that way. I have to teach myself to focus on reality and not what might happen or could happen due to my past. ...Because I know everything between Dustin and I feels so right at the moment. There shouldn't be anything that makes me feel any different.

I think I just miss him a wee bit... and maybe I just want to see him a little too much.